A hero

Could you give me much more reason
To be a part of human treason?
This disguisting private way
Means my life for anyway.

Could you give me some good cure,
To become a part of true?
I'm a hero... heroin
(Psilocybin, mescaline, psilocin, oxytocin...)

Should I speak these fucking words?
Should I just delete my nerves?
Maybe I must lose this way
To alone... or not... to stay?