DECEMBER
Do not try to move - you will never find the way back from this place:
There are nothing but the hurt and disgrace,
But the gloomy silent sadness... 
Do not close your eyes - if the saint God still lets you, you must See,
Understand you"re what you were born to be
Till the end of all this madness. 
Keep inside your heart, like a treasure, every promise you make
And, please, stop repeating same old mistake -
I"ll can"t always be your angel,
Always saving you, always paying by the blood for your sin...
You"re not master, not toy - you stay between,
And the time will never change it. 
Do not try to scream - everything"s deaf, like somewhen have been you,
Here are senceless sacrament signs stars drew,
Water, land and sky are damaged. 
Do not waste your tears - I have just gifted for your sorrows mine,
I have crossed instead of you burning line,
Forced to speak your strangest language. 
Don"t be scared of night - dark will keep your secrets with mother"s care,
Dark is setting free, like you"ll never dare,
Locked again in useless chamber. 
Don"t be scared of death - She is here not to leave you alone,
She"ll be leading you on narrow way home
Faraway from your December. 
Don"t be scared of me - I am nothing but a dead mourning soul,
I already know the truth you must know,
And I still agree to share it. 
Do not fall your knees - we are equal like two sides of the Sun,
High and blessing all of us or no one
In it"s hidden sanctuary.