"ИЛЛЮЗИЯ"
Плетя силки из иллюзорных чувств и страхов,
Он, как и прежде, всюду следует за ней.
Вернув плоть Богу красным и остывшим прахом,
Он не вернул ему души, что столько дней
Молила тщетно о надежде на спасенье,
Металась в панике, стонала, как в бреду,
И истекала кровью за фальшивое прощенье...
Но обрела своё убежище в Аду,
Разбила вдребезги навязанные узы...
От рук его воскреснет вавилонский Зверь,
Он проведёт тебя дорогою иллюзий,
И если ты можешь не верить, то не верь.
"THE LAMB"
How you somewhen found she breaths next to you?
Through the digital emotion, neon nights
And electric bliss, absurd, coming true:
This is her blessed sanctuary, where she hides.
Tightening pricking cords to your snowwhite wrists,
She keeps on sliding between walls, like a ghost,
Playing with a pain. In the violet mist
With the artificial passion take your doze,
Poisoning your blood, cutting burning veins,
Hear her voice, sounding through cables, - it's a trap
You want to get in. Squeezing bondage chains,
She is coming closer - monster, playing the lamb.
"FADE AWAY"
If there would happen something that could scare,
If everyday would turn to long nightmare,
And if there would be nothing left to say -
He knows he always can just fade away.
If there would be no choises he could make,
If he would feel too tired from being a fake
Or hearing me, still begging him to stay -
He knows he always can just fade away.
"THE REMISSION OF PAIN"
There is no reason to pretend or lie:
I've always known the truth before it's been embodied.
It was my fault: I needed though to try
To find the secret place where you've been madly hiding,
To stay with you despite of senceless thoughts,
Despite of everything you said to hurt and prick me,
Despite of sweetest freedom at the doors...
I had to stay with you... forgive me: it's now freaky
To read between the bloodlines what I've done...
And sometimes it's too hard for me to keep on breathing.
I turned my back on you and on my Sun -
To look for pleasure in the chains, in pain of squeezing.
Forgive again: it's turned my heart to stone,
And just at once it let me stay deaf to your prayer..
I must not dare to leave you all alone -
And if you turn me to the dust, it will be fair.
"СПАСЕНИЕ"
Сокровища Дьявола скудны,
Но Он одарил меня щедро
Своею рукой в это утро,
Вдохнув в меня жизнь вместе с ветром.
Он отдал мне странную силу
И мудрость, хранимую в тайне
От всех тех, кого я любила,
От всех, кого знала случайно, -
Затем, чтоб они испугались
Подать мне когда-нибудь руку,
Затем, чтоб они не решались,
Понять, кто спас всех их от муки,
Проникнуться скорбью к страданьям...
Мне нужно остаться чужою,
Далёкою от покаянья,
Безмолвною серой душою -
Затем, чтобы быть с ними рядом,
Своим ключом их открыть клетки,
Чтоб вывести их прочь из Ада,
Стереть с их лиц чёрные метки -
Но так, чтоб не рушить их веры,
Не слать им мучительных мыслей,
Остаться для них только Зверем,
С рождения бывшим нечистым.
"TRACES OF DESTEPTION"
I had eternity to back myself to life,
But I deny this precious divine present:
Give me the cup of poisoned wine and sharpest knife,
I"m leaving to the lifeless scarlet desert
From paradise I"ve always been a stranger in...
I am another one Lilith, or Devil,
Or someone else from preys of unexisting sin.
Who"d rather keep on tormenting forever,
Than stand their knees and let the silent tears fall down.
I had eternity to sing confession,
But I won"t take your hand and won"t try on your crown,
Marked by the dirty traces of desteption.
"THE KEY"
I"ve learned to be the hope you cherish everyday,
I"ve learned to be the words you once must dare to say,
I"ve learned to be seduction and thread of your wise guard -
So teach me now to be the key for your silk heart.