Can"t be with you

I"ve known you for year
I see you so rare
You give me a reason to fear
While try to protect me from real;

Please, imagine the way I feel here
I"d pay to have you near;
There"re things you should know
The distance between us still grows;

I might say all I have in my soul
You won"t listen to me - just make me crawl
No, this love can"t exist
No pleasure, I am raising my fist
I should hold my breath and count to ten
Then I"m new -so I"m starting again.
	
	...my poison girl, without you I am nothing, 
         Don"t try to protect me from what I want