Only grief and only pain
It"s all I see and all I feel

Everything falls apart
And the end of the day
Is like the end of the world

If only one ray of hope
Would shine brighter than
Dark light of ultimate despair

I remember past days
I see people in my mind
They"re all gone and past is ruined

Can"t feel nothing more than
Despair and emptiness of silence
Can"t say a word, I"m mute
Silenced by chains of my fault

I no longer deserve any life
No any sunlight and no love or kindness
Ready to pray for forgiveness
I have no right for this

And no desire comes in my way
No hope for changes anymore

"Will I fight my way
to a better day?"
- I thought this could be a way

But myself is the only evil
That I should defeat
That I should fight with
And that I should kill
For the sake of freedom

Regardless, I will live
Bringing this Darkness on Earth.