Это не подростковый суицидализм, а попытка представить самоубийство человека доведённого до отчаяния галлюцинациями. Ничего личного. Просто шизофрения.
Selene, the goddess of the moon, loved the mortal Endymion. She asked Endymion"s father, Zeus, to grant him eternal youth so that he would never leave her. Zeus granted her wish and put him into an eternal sleep. Every night, Selene visited him where he slept.