{I cut my wrists with blade, 
 'Cause I have no fate;
 I'm so alone in my world.

 I stop my heart with pill
 'Cause I've got so many bills
 To pay, but got no gold.}

I feel so bad,
I've lost my head;
My blood is stopped.
I don't want to be your God.
Wind is wрispering my name,
And I see your face in flames.

Life is so mad,
We die for bread;
My heart won't beat.
I wanna travel by the ship;
Ocean's deep and I can't swim,
So I'll drown in blood stream.