My life under test
Is running so fast;
I can't figure out what's wrong.
I'm out of use,
I'm badly abused,
I used to be cold as a stone.
And nothing can I see
Beyond the wall of heavy snow;
I'm lost in the labyrinth
Of my own deadly faults.
I differ from myself,
But still I feel the same old shame;
The dust grits on the shelf
Remind me of my name.
My brain under test
Is sick and depressed,
I can't comprehend my faults.
I'm sadly lovelorn,
My soul's overworn,
I can't pass this test anymore.
I've drowned in my dull doubts,
I'm drained to the last drop.
My heart under test has stopped.