The time by time I wanna die
Or sleep without any dreams. 
And I can"t even try to try 
Pretending  be so fun and slim. 
The time by time I need to drink 
And take some  pils  to sleep at night.
I feel like I am gonna sink .
I have no feelings and no rights...
But this period of despair 
Will over in one of the day. 
I just repeat myself: " be fair, 
And do what you just can and may ".