No chance is possessed to break shyness inborn,
I'll have all my inside for keeping it down.
I'm making a step to a chasm way too long,
You cannot prevent me from wishing to drown.

You may be an angel, you'll hear how I swear,
You may be a devil, you'll hear "Hello!"
And all of saint stuff has no sense now to bear,
It can't set my heart neigher high nor too low.

The air in my lungs poisons senses as hell,
It tumbles inside like a black rabid cat.
I'm panting with misunderstanding your spell,
But there even God don't know what to regret.

Not alien for me, you're still distant as dream,
And though you're a friend, still not close as I'd like,
The payment comes soon but we don't tend to scream,
Cause you... you don't love me, and that is a strike.

We're all going down, for we're careless of love,
The ship is to drown, so it's doomed by our fate.
I'm gonna go out, life is actually tough,
Not saying you "love", and not keeping the state...